Ever since I started recovery 5 months ago I’ve been catching colds at least twice a month. You would think all the extra food would help to boost the immune system but nope. I am not only forced to be fat but also sick. Just really tired of this
Sun and Venus in 12th house. Neptune on my ascendant. There hasn’t been one goddamn point in my life where I know who I am, what I’m doing, or where I’m going. It seems like things just happen and I react. It’s at its worst right now. I’m paralysed by sadness and anxiety, I can’t recognise my past or myself, I don’t see a future, hell I don’t even know what is going on right now. What can I do to stop living like this? I want to take action to live a life that I want but the truth is I don’t even know what I want. I’ve never really cared for anything my entire life. But I’m getting older (24) and I want to act before it’s too late.