u/Helix3501

So for context about 2 months ago i(21) lost my partner and with them my only real friend, over the course of these last two months the rest have kinda just dipped and ive been dealing with all of this grief alone and its been hell

Anyways, i figure itd help if i actually tried to get out into the world and meet people and make friends again, cause right now im rotting away in my room doing nothing all day while i wait to start a new job and my depression has just gotten worse, but ive always struggled with meeting people, how do you do it?

Asking because i just moved back into my apartment and am looking for new stuff to cook that can last

I am 21nb, I recently lost my partner, and a majority of my friends, I have one whose still there but otherwise im alone, I have abt 30k in debt from student loans that my mother used the threat of homelessness to force me to take so i never acrually saw a cent of em for schooling and had to drop out for finanicals cause of it, I want to be a emt and am considering seeing what my options are, and part of me wants to leave all of this behind, where does one go from here, how do you start over when you have nothing but baggage holding you down