It’s been almost 10 years…
My first bf was 8 years ago. We were each others first everything. We broke up off and on for a year and then I moved away to a different state. Once I moved I started seeing other guys but I was always in love with him. Then I went to college and finally moved on… or so I thought.
Now I have a fiance and a child but my heart still hurts a little when I think about my ex. I rewatch old videos sometimes and although I do love my fiance soo much I will never feel the way I did ab my ex ever again. I was 14 when we started dating I’m 23 now. Everything has changed.
We talk here and then very platonically but we both have moved on. Idk just venting. Does any one else still ache and secretly long for their ex? I feel awful writing this and have never admitted this to myself but that’s how I feel