Persisting when the 3D circumstances look 'impossible' after major health battle
Hi everyone,
I’m seeking some deeper perspective on the Law when it comes to changing self-concept and persisting while the 3D reality seems heavily and the impossible structured against the desired state.
I recently came out of an intense battle with a severe illness. During my recovery now, a desire and vision for my life path opened up. My intuition tells me, without a shadow of a doubt, that this specific reality is where I belong. It feels like home. However, on paper in the 3D world, there are real massive barriers, and current roles create boundaries that seem unbreakable.
For months, I have lived in the end in my inner world. I naturally enjoy seeing this reality vividly in my mind, sensing it, and experiencing the wish fulfilled. I’ve witnessed incredible bridges of incidents where things I visualized manifested exactly in the 3D including people mirroring my actions and unexpected events lining up perfectly :)). I have even experienced that deep click of knowing it is done. Have vivid dreams about it from first person.
But lately, my old self is kicking in. Because my body is still physically recovering and rebuilding its strength, I sometimes experience a strong physical heaviness (fear and resistance) that triggers doubt. I let the emotions flow (crying, anger) and soothe myself, but my mind starts getting trapped in the how. I keep on persisting every time if I feel like this.. I acknowledge my feelings and tell myself it's done, it's here. It helps soothing me and then for example, I dream about it.
But I start wondering how the 3D could possibly rearrange itself when it looks this solid and involves fixed social structures. Old limiting beliefs pop up: feeling guilty, fearing other people's opinions, feeling unworthy, or wondering if this vision was 'just a lesson' to show me what I deserve?
Neville states that the 'how' is none of our business and that circumstances don't matter. But when the 3D structure is this loud and heavy, how do you fully shut out the physical senses to stay entirely true to the reality you desire?
I would love to hear from anyone who successfully navigated a highly structured, impossible 3D situation and how you stabilized your mental diet through the echo of fear.
Much love to you all!