I'm usually not a huge orb guy, but I gotta admit this clip was bananas.
A dude was in a dark basement or other, and he's basically in a whirlwind of apparent orbs. He starts talking to them, and they seem to respond to his voice. He gets really excited and emotional as one of the orbs starts to change shape and materialize into something else in front of him. Does anyone remember what I'm talking about?
Every aspect of my life is in shambles.
I'm in financial ruin with no way out.
It was already bad after I had to live off my credit card for months during covid after getting laid off. Then I got hurt in an accident at work 2 years ago, couldn't get workers comp and i have just been rotting in bed being a *massive* drain on my roommate and only friend as I wait for the neurosurgeon to call me and tell me I have a surgery date. I am in so much pain and can barely walk. I'm afraid to take pain meds because the stuff they had me on was giving me day long panic attacks, and my heart still feels messed up 6 months after stopping. All I can do is sit in bed
We are so hungry. I'm being harassed by collection agencies. Then my fucking internet provider didn't notify me about any new bills until I was 2 months overdue. Awesome. I get thats a long time to not be proactive and check if there's any bills out.. but my day is exactly the same every day. I honestly did not realize.
I also haven't been in a relationship for almost 10 years, and my looks and personality have disintegrated. RIP hairline.
I can't feel anything anymore except for the cuteness of my cat. Depression was resistant af to treatment when my life *wasn't* this bad. I honestly have no idea what I can possibly do to improve my life. I feel completely done and worn out. I'm just going to lay here and wait for the sweet release of death.
thanks for coming to my HED talk