10 months tomorrow. Is pure emptiness normal at this stage?
Like I still cry and get lonely and sad and depressed some but not as much anymore. Today I visited her grave and didnt even tear up. I suppose thats normal but I cried on way home.
But day to day I feel like lately my most normal self as feeling blah and empty?
Like I work and take care of kid and do nothing else. I talk to friends and rarely hang out. I have 0 desire to date still. Im told thats normal.
I just feel like im on auto pilot and without as much emotions as before. I feel thats even worse than when I cried every day and was counting the days. Idk.