Want to feel one
I’m very interested in clearing up as much as possible of the tactile mysteries around what an implant feels like. I hear “totally natural,” and “nobody will notice,” but, some of us are more discerning than others and… this is a huge decision to make without being very thoroughly informed.
I’m assuming doctors have a silicone dummy/model/example to check out and of course I realize YMMV WRT ultimate result and feel. Heck, we’re all different even unmodified. I just really want a firsthand perspective on how realistic an actual implant is and how conspicuous the pump and associated plumbing.
Is it against community rules to ask if there’s somebody in my area (Seattle) who has an implant and who’d be ok to volunteer for a chaperoned (your choice of person), gloved physical/manual examination by a guy who’s curious about getting one? It feels weird even to ask, but, like I said, this is a big decision.
Full disclosure: I am bi, but that’s absolutely zero percent what this is about. I mean… what a weird way to try for a cheap thrill (lol). Maybe if I was totally straight, the idea wouldn’t have occurred to me in the first place. Who knows?
I swear I’m not a weirdo. Feel free to message me if I don’t get booted from the sub. 🙏🏻