I'm broken and I don't know what to do
They always say acceptance is the first step to recovery, which is right but it is difficult to accept it when you are drowned in Debt with lenders knocking on your doors for their money.
It's even more difficult when you are a student and you know you can't find any work to do especially when you an African, so you go on to gamble to make up for the losses with your allowance and that gets finished too and you have to go a whole month again depending on friends for food with lenders on you for their money too.
This is me, I'm in this loop and I don't know what to do. I just want to be free live the and enjoy the rest of my uni years because I've not enjoyed it very much, I've only been surviving
I'm broken and I'm always trying to justify it.
I don't know what to do.