u/Historical_Wing_2566

im a dropper (18F)

i messed up jee (85%ile) i gave met, viteee, comedk (85), bitsat

im from a middle class family and last year went to banks for education loans, in sbi they told they could give collateral free education loans for mit manipal main campus, vit vellore chennai, and few other but this year they're saying smthng else

they're saying they'll give collateral free upto 20 lakhs only for premier institutes

idk what to do now im getting electrical engineering at thapar, and in google it showed we could get loans easily collateral free upto 20 lakhs. im so disheartened rn. I can't stop crying. this was my only chance and its gone

im unable to log into my portal to check which branch i got, it says invalid credentials or wrong credentials

hi i am really confused abt the counselling process, i received an email, on 16th may the counselling process will start, and till 25th may id have to pay the fee. what happens if i dont pay the fee? because im waiting for results of other exams rn too so i cant pay fees rn, if i dont pay the fee til 25th, will i still be eligible for further rounds? someone please help.

ek toh aaj hi viteee ka bhi result aaya, my parents are saying dont check or else youll spiral again lol T-T

im scared for tomorrow kaafi and i saw all these ppl crying abt their ranks in vit as it was wayyyy different than what they expected.

i js wanna kms main karu kyaaaaaaaaaaaa meri halat khrab hai itni

ive been in the worst depression of my life since the last 2 months and idk if this will ever end

main kuch bhi kru kuch nahi hota kitna bhi padhu am i just really fucking stupid ya main kuch bhi krti rhu the conclusion is somehow worse than what i expect.

i am genuinely hollow from the inside completely

thankyou for reading

just wanted to get this off my chest.