She caught me with an alt account again for the 3rd time and now it feels like she’s completely went numb on me. She had said before if I do this again that it would be my last, of course i don’t know exactly what she meant by that but I never wanted to find out. The account has been deactivated for about 3 or so weeks but she asked to use my phone and ended up finding the account. Even when you deactivate an account it’ll still linger for 30 days before being completely deleted which is stupid but what can you do.
She hadn’t seen the contents of the account but I told her anyway when she asked, there was no point in hiding it if she would have still found out. I have been clean from this stuff since I deleted the account but my wife is still of course questioning me having the account in the first place since I said I was going to stop. I honestly don’t know what to say or do, at this point she doesn’t want to hear what I have to say.
Fellas just don’t be a fucking idiot like me and ruin all the beautiful things you have in life for a quick nut. I get the feeling, the 30 sec dopamine rush isn’t worth it.