u/Hitmangamer_3

I hate the fact I was never chosen first. Thought out the years. Always being second place, in dating, friendships, everywhere except being a dad. I feel like I carry so much bitterness, anger and resentment for almost a whole decade never being chosen just an afterthought. A shadow even though I'm respected for my resilient and ability to not start problems cause it just seems pointless. Hopefully one day ill be chosen instead of dismissed as a second thought. But for now ill keep on focusing on myself and begin trying to learn some self respect and love to myself. I may feel alone but at the same time I feel like solitude is a comfort in disguise. Its basically sink or swim from here on out