u/HittingRockBottom15

It's a bit suffocating, always being on a cycle of things finally working out, then another crisis hits, then everything is normal again. It's not even necessarily that a crisis should be ongoing, but sometimes everything feels dull, pointless, stupid, except it's all the time. Nothing to look forward to, nothing raises your spirit, just mindlessly going through the motions, fulfilling tasks you are supposed to, no energy for anything else. You are always bored, but don't feel like making things that usually make you feel better, because you are also always tired. At least that's how it's been these days.