I am so ungodly overwhelmed. My little girl had staples all up her side holding her together. I woke up 38 hours ago and have just been running around trying to get everything ready and now I can't shut my eyes or I'll panic. I've cried out of frustration so fucking much today. Pretty sure her pain killer missed her mouth because she's a (understandably) absolute brat atm. Keeps putting her front paw through the cozy flower cone and screaming, keeps getting the plastic cone stuck around her mouth from trying to get it off. My other cats are screaming from outside the room because they're closed off and I live alone so they have no one to play with or be around right now because I feels like if I look away from my girl, I'll come back to her guts all over my floor. I got her a little tent that she will NOT get in to and god forbid I can't lift her because she has 30 FRESH staples holding her together. She keeps trying to jump on the bed. Pretty sure she ate around her antibiotics in her wet food.
I thought I could take care of her by myself but I haven't eaten since yesterday and there's only one hour left of "today" anyways. My head is killing me. My eyes burn and are so fucking heavy it's hard to keep them open. Even reading posts makes me feel like I'm gonna pass out and the screen gets so blurry and shaky, I can't follow the words. Someone help me.