Got told im not allowed to post in leaves today, so im joining in here!
Hey all,
I posted on leaves today because i quit this morning (12 hours ago before i slept after nightshift). I expressed im on day one, they removed my post saying i used so I cant make a support requested post.
Super weird rules that certainky didnt help me, when i asked if i could edit that part out, they said "do not post today." Really rude given its a drug support community if u ask me but whatever anyways... heres my post:
Im really struggling to quit as a functional user
Hey all , day 1 accountability post, hit my last cart this morning and trying to quit for the 500th time, its hard bc im so used to using during wfh, waking up, going to bed. But my health and mental health need to be fixed.
My therapist asked me what are my triggers, i told her, what isnt a trigger anymore? Ive smoked every day all day for 14 years, every single thing i do is a trigger, every thing i DONT do is a trigger, feels like i have a huge hole in my heart.
Any advice? Im going to post every day for accountability until i stop feeling crazy.