Friendship break-ups
I know kapag nasa late 20s na daw, friendships talaga are trimmed down. Lately I've been finding myself a bit lonely. Di ko alam kung masyado ko lang ba iniisip yung societal standard at nakukumpara sarili ko sa taong madaming friends pero I feel insecure kasi parang bilang na bilang na lang mga kaibigan ko at yung core group ko pa ngayon is nagkaron na ng lamat yung friendship namin dahil sa isang misunderstanding.
The conflict was a petty argument, pero I felt like it was 2 vs 1, and I was the one alone. Minsan napapaisip na lang rin ako if pareho pa ba kami ng values nitong core group ko.
I tried to apologize and explain my feelings. Pero I feel like the friendship after more than 10 yrs is fizzling dahil dito sa argument. It's painful. Minsan mapapaisip ka na lang rin kung bakit ganito.