Am I delusional for thinking he likes me?
So I feel like this is pretty complicated situation but here goes. I (18F) think that my friend (19M) likes me and I also like him but no one is making a move. So for context we started elementary school together so I knew him since 1st grade but I moved to a different country when I was 13 but we never lost contact, we used to talk and joke all the time and when we didn’t have anything to talk about we would just send each other WhatsApp stickers back and forth. Then we started sending each other reels on ig and we do joke a lot but we never really have a conversation it’s just us going back and forth (arguing as a joke) like I’m right and you are wrong, I’m smart and you are dumb type thing but sometimes we do sneak in like “our kids”, “there is no you without me” type of thing but it’s like in a joking manner, he sends me cute posts too and sometimes I do too but we laugh it off. We have even a nickname for each other lol when we’re being nice to each other. My thing is I think I like him but I’m also such an avoidant person, like I can’t do relationships at all I can’t commit so I dont think I want to ask him out or him ask me out but I also sometimes wonder how it would turn out. He recently moved to the same country I’m in but he lives in a different city and we still reels each other on ig but it’s like so much messages so I take days to reply and then he takes days to reply but we also talk on snap everyday like chat and we also have a streak of over a 1000. I think he does like me and I do but we also know nothing about what we do on the daily like we never have deep conversations about each other private life and stuff so that’s making me feel like he might not and I’m just imagining it. I saw him last year for the first time and it was so cool we had a convo, met his friends but it was as a group because I went to visit and we kinda have the same friends before I moved so yea idk if this makes sense.