Idk whats going on in my (21f)relationship with my boyfriend (22M), I dont know what's going on with me are these feelings/emotions normal?
Hey, so these feelings are very much on again off again
Me and my boyfriend have been together since senior year, but idk whats going on, recently ive been having feeling of me wanting him to leave me, but I dont want him to leave me, I love him very much I talk about him constantly, he's so sweet, he helps me around my house always helps me with my needs/wants, listens to me like he's literally perfect, idk if its my truma from past relationships or if its the lack of physical intimacy, ive been put on nexplanon cause something was happening to my ovaries and they hoped nexplanon would help regulate it, but because of it Im never in the mood, I feel like that's playing a big part in this but idk and its driving me nuts and breaking my heart im scared I dont want to lose him but im scared if I continue being conflicted with these complex feelings I may end up burning our relationship to the ground...idk what to do please help.
Sorry if confusing mind is just a huge mess