u/HolidayNo8683

I am curious how you stay out of your head experiencing things. It is all to easy to over analyze things happening around you. See a pattern in nature? Could be pareidolia. Doing tarot and a specific card you are thinking of is pulled? Could just be statistics. Take some sort of psychedelics and experience something profound? Could just be the psychedelics. Falling into this mindset, especially when you first allow yourself to notice things, can be extremely hard to work out of. How do you manage or frame this? Blessings

Hey. I hope you guys are having a good beltane. About a month ago, a tree very special to me that has been growing along side me on my property has experienced a very large crack from a very large wind storm. This tree always signaled the beginning of spring by its budding leaves, and I would sit under it when I needed to think. I would see it as I woke and fell asleep. Due to the crack, the tree is very unstable and can risk falling and had also had disease grow deep into the trunk of the tree, so the decision was made to cut it down. I am devastated. I have never had plant grief like this. Every day I see it being cut down slowly and it’s genuinely breaking my heart. Does anyone have any advice on how to process this? Perhaps how to honor it? Thanks for reading /|\