Good husband but dead bedroom
Has anyone done this? My husband is a great friend, but due to lack of sex I only see him as a friend. We are having couple counselling, but I don't think things will be fixed. I have given enough time, it's just he's not really sexual overall. He doesn't feel the need usually.
Due to lack of sex and resentment of earlier rejections, I'm not able to respond to his touch well. I've realised that I don't love him anymore, like in sexual way, I do love him as a friend and we support each other in our personal goals.
There's no reconciliation point after conflicts. It's just we would not talk 2-3 days, then we would start talking. But I feel so alone. He doesn't like if I bring up this point.
But I'm scared of the uncertainties as well. I don't have any dependency on him overall. It's just, I'm scared that either I won't find love ever again, or if I'd get a man completely opposite then life would be screwed too. I'm 34.