u/Holiday_Praline6606

F 18, m 19, been dating for a year and 3 months. At this point I just want to be in a better place with him and i but it feels like we argue everyday even though we’ve talked about it so much. It’s finals season and my classes are fucking relentless he’s taking one fucking class and then when I get home he just pretty much lashes out on me with everything he’s feeling. It ruins my moods and days, I try to be sweet but I see no love. I love him so much which makes this so hard. I don’t want to leave him truthfully I just can’t imagine myself thriving with him sometimes. This finals season was just the worst and I needed the best from him. Genuinely at my breaking point. I get so suicidal and want to self harm.