u/Hollowbold

I can't be present in my life. I went through a lot roughly half a year ago which I'm always thinking of. I broke up with my girlfriend, lost several close friends, was charged with a crime, spent time in jail, lost my job, was kicked out of my university and was forced to move in with relatives in another city. It all happened over about a month and I can't feel the same now. I've slowly built my life back to normalcy in the months since then but I feel like I can't look fully forward. I think constantly about everything that happened and everything I lost. I don't know how to move on. I feel lost and changed.