27 y/o man thats thinking about priesthood
I recently went through a breakup, i was sure that i had gotten multiple signs from God showing me she was the one, but again and again we would break up, this last break up was a bit rough, i have struggled with lust my whole life, and im discerning priesthood or religious life, i mean shoot every year getting married and having a child becomes more and more unappealing, even finding a good woman now a days is a challenge within itself. I still struggle with lust, ive definitely made progress in that field however, ive been celibate for about 2 years now, only problem is that now that im out of a relationship, i want to try and talk to my old hookups, the urge has definitely become stronger. Im looking to go into a vocational retreat, my next one is in October, hopefully i can attend, im going back to school for my RN. Just a venting post, open to prayers and advice, dunno what about really just anything helps, thanks.