Getting Back Into Practicing After Grief
Hi all, I'll do my best to keep this as to the point as I can but I'm just looking for any feedback I guess.
At the end of April, I made a money bowl for the first time and in the same working I did a small offering to my deities for my cat who was sick at the time. She ended up passing away that night and I've been having a really hard time wanting to do any magic since. I have come out of the real thick of my grief, but any time I think "maybe I'll do a little something" it feels like I'm just associating my altar & practice with my cat passing and I can't find any comfort in the craft. Additionally, about a week or 2 ago one of my family's cats dropped my money bowl, scattering everything in it and breaking one of the shells I use in my practice. (Which feels like its own sign that I haven't interpreted too deeply yet lol)
I know it hasn't been very long, but what I'm wondering is: have any of y'all had a hard time getting back into practicing? What did you do to help you return?