I just lost everything
So i started a new playthrough in april, now i have reached really far, a lot of money, quests done, legend of the east satchel, and a lot of other things, that i dreamed of in my october playthrough, but just 45 minutes ago, i accidentally turned into the wrong direction with my black shire horse, his name was adam, right of a cliff, i thought i would just spawn with him, i thought i would just respawn near adam, but then i see my horse that idk why i didnt sell, then i learned that it died forever, so i tried to load my save files and get it back, but it wouldnt work, and while i was doing all the things with the files, i accidentally deleted the autosave one, and when i restarted, i spawned in my october playthrough, i just cried for like 30 minutes straight, all the time, all the progress, adam…idk what im gonna do next, prob start a new playthrough and be more careful, but it will take ass long time, and i have no idea why im writing this here, thats it for today, cya