Post Script
Is there anything left to be said
Into the woods, same trap, every time
I always take you at your word. I always trust you
Every time. How many people here do that for you.
That is the depth of my love for you
It spans whole galaxies
I've made myself clear
I'm waiting for you.
I'm not allowed to talk
Not to you,
Not about what happened and I don't
Yesterday I was just a wee reminder of what I do know
The sacrifices I make on a daily for your peace of mind
And more so some messages for others
You might be able to walk over me. But no one else is
There's a troll under that bridge
I'll be around. I 'm not leaving because I promised you I wouldn't again. Keep testing me.
It would be nice to talk one day, not of important stuff, just mundane things. Be nice to smile again one day.
Swap things not just barbs and insults, walk, do other things
I'm digressing. I love you, im changing, but my love isnt, it's firm and it's yours. You'll see it's not dangerous. Take your time to observe it, maybe even appreciate it.
Also, Dont have to sell the house if you do want, ill keep topping it up, same as I have. There's no rush, be nice to talk about that too, just so I know what's in your pretty amazing head. And Here we are. I'm never going to die, and im never giving up. So my presence will be with you. In a gentle way. No judging just waiting for my friend to be my friend again fwb?
As usual I've enjoyed bits of this and not others, I never know who im actually talking to and if assumptions are right. And i don't know how you feel about me. I've shift before, it would be nicebto gave permission to talk to you, im not going to jail for 6 months cause I listened to the wrong avatar. And im getting rid of my lawyers. Do t think we need them. Not till we've talked, cause it's not over until you tell me while looking me on the eyes. This could take years at this rate, so id rather just give the money to you. Get a house cleaner and gardener. Handsome one or pretty. Whatever. Let not sell our assets, umm George might come up this weekend help me at LF and maybe Jimmy one weekend too, be nice to fish. If you grew sr balls, you might even be able to talk to me? Fingers crossed gorgeous. You've got it in you. I believe in you. Love you more than ever
Your biggest pain the arse.
Me
P.p.s if your moving into another house or maybe an apartment? You could rent the house out, extra income?
Well be back together soon. And we might need it?
Who knows. Good luck baby. I'm rooting for you.
Bye for now xxx