Am I going to face severe hardship in life as a result of my horrid dreams?
Salam, I hope you are all well. I am a young woman in Islam tying to navigate the true meanings of my very scary and creepy dreams. During Ramadan I asked Allah swt to send down a dream to me but it wasn’t a serious intent just a quick thought I had before opening my iftar I said “oh God if I will be of the righteous and will enter heaven do not send me a dream tonight and if I do receive a dream it will indicate that I will go hell” to the nearest meaning I didn’t think much of it just went to sleep because I didn’t get dreams much often and what were the chances I would have a dream that night. But I did have a dream and in it was crying baby and I was holding it. To rewind I have had a dream about a crying baby before where my mum had twins and I took in a baby to raise it but it was very ugly. I also had this dream about waking up the 1st morning of the day after my marriage (I’m not married at all or never have been) and i leaked on the white sheets. My “mother in law” came in and saw if I remember correctly and I attempted hiding it. Fast forward my dad had this horrid dream of me in which I was in a fire and was burning I was yelling “save me save me help” and this was after fajr. I come back from school and he rings me asking if I’m okay I tell him yeah I’m fine and tells me about the dream he said he spoke to the imam who told him to tell me to start praying and reading the Quran he also mentioned that he gave Sadaqah in my name I didn’t think much of it and laughed it of he comes home and has this very concerned look in his face and mentions the dream. I don’t think much of it but after a debrief with a friend I realised this is quite worry some as my dad has a previous dream similar to this. My mum also had a dream of me dying in an accident a while back. Apparently fire symbolises hardship in life and we both thought (me and my friend) surely it has something to do with the baby’s that appear to be crying. I have had a dream though with my dad in which we’re both yelling at each other and I lock the door and start crying so perhaps it might be indicate of our relationship? Also I’m pretty sure there’s a jinn trying to warn me, I’m a victim of maladaptive daydreaming and I play music on my laptop but the music would pause by itself for NO reason at all I tested this out as I normally have it on my lap and my hands were away from it and it paused by itself numerous times although my hands were away from it. And I use my laptop for revision but when in playing a video on there for other reason it dosent pause the veido only when I’m playing music. I stopped doing it on my laptop but shifted to my phone because I got so so creeped out. Additionally , I’m sure that my dad’s hiding something from me as he told me to “make sure I pray and read Quran”. Also the night BEFORE had the dream I prayed my salah except the thing is the last time I prayed was in Ramadan and so the day I prayed was the night my dad got the dream after. I’m really worried as this hardship could be indicitage of many things. My dad is quite big on marriage and wants me to marry a man who’s Pakistani and perhaps the crying baby could symbolise me refusing to marry the man that he wants me to marry or good forbid rape?. I’m truly confused and lost and need help on this issues let me know if u have questions ill be happy to respond thanks for reading.