u/Honest-Hospital647

A few days ago, I’ve had an argument with my only friend and I guess he got really mad at me. He started ghosting me and leaving every gc, server and blocked me on every social media platform and game. He never responded back to my last text, which, I admit was harsh of what I said but I expected him to reply so I could elaborate myself. But he never did. Now it’s my birthday and it’s so lonely. I have no one to play with, no one to talk to, no gifts, nothing. It was expected but it still hurts. I really disliked my birthdays because I feel like I’m growing older and wasting my life away by bed-rotting. But now I hate my birthday and genuinely wished that I was never born.