u/HonestPeak4926

I am a 27 yr unemploymed female.I don't feel like living many times I thought I should commit suicide .Everyday have become problematic I have ghosted people around me i become an antisocial person I don't feel like living anymore even I thought to eat 5000 mg of diabetic medicine to kill myself I also hurt myself by cutting my thumb I am rather dying I am not talking to anyone I have lost purpose to live in my life I don't why I am posting but since very thought of my inexistence in lives of my beloved pinches my heart bitterly neither i can live nor i can die.