u/Honest_Bus4687

Dear M,

Perhaps we simply met at different places in life. Perhaps what I considered commitment was not what you were prepared to give. I tried to understand, to be patient, to wait for reassurance that never fully came. And over time, love became mixed with exhaustion, doubt, and loneliness.

Maybe some people enter our lives not to stay forever, but to reveal truths about ourselves — our capacity to endure, to forgive, and eventually, to let go. But I still love you.

Wherever life takes you, I hope you find clarity within yourself and kindness in the paths you choose. As for me, I am learning to move forward carrying not anger, but acceptance.

M here. Naa koy ka situationship. LDR pod. Pero sa kadugay mi nga panahon nga nag LDR, I felt our situationship is going nowhere. Stress ko sa ako personal nga life and niabot sa punto nga naglisod na pod ko financially. Nawala akong gana. Nawala na pod ko sa focus. Then suddenly, I ended everything. Akoy nakigbulag. ako rason para ni sa amo kaayuhan in the long run. Ni okay ra pod siya. No hard feelings. But more than a week sa ako desisyon, sakit man kaayo nga mura ko og namatyan. I cannot focus on my work, dili ko ka concentrate, blangko ako hunahuna. Sometimes ma tempt ko nga mo chat sa iyaha og balik. Pero naa koy kahadlok nga dili na ko niya replyan og kaha ba replyan pero ingnon lang unya ko og "I am fine, thanks." Pildi ko ani nga kahimtang. Love pa gihapon nako siya. Pero wala na koy mahimo. Natapos na. Kana lang. Sakit kaayo.