u/Honest_Piece8945

While making magic between job, career, house job, studying, trying to go back to a hobbie, trying to have healthcare there is a magic and beautiful existance that is part of all of this and is also the biggest part of everything. What connects all of those things and gives stength to be a better person everyday. It is amazing BUT there is a part of it that consumes me everyday: thinking about this tiny person feelings and thoughts about the world, thinking about everything that could go wrong and hurt this wonderful person that came from me, a part of me. Am I giving too much love and suffocating? Am I too far away and worried about all the other things I have to do? There is a right and wrong but it's not a formula. I try to manage it everyday and sometimes oh my God I'm so so tired. But I want to be there. I just wanted to vent a little about this feelings and this love I can't even explain. Thank you for listening (or reading).

Let's think about one awesome thing about this week? ❤

ME: This week I learned something new and it was awesome!!!!

I realized I did a lot of things without really wanting it. All my relations where strange places with no limits and no borders. The strange thing is that I was doing everything without really thinking and realizing it. So I put myself in danger a lot of times. I learned a lot with years of therapy and now I'm learning also about boundaries. It's being really good but now I kinda don't relation anymore with anyone besides my family... I think I'm scared of doing the same mistakes again... do you have difficult with limits too? What's your experience?

Wanna know if I'm normal LOL

Just kidding.... who wants to be normal right?! We all have our beautiful particularities <3

This is a space to write something to yourself. Be gentle with you <3.

ME: I want to tell myself that you are safe and have people caring about you. It's okay to be scared sometimes but you constructed the life you live now winning a lot of battles. You can do it! Trust yourself.

I did a related post recently but I really want to understand more about it. What is your experience? Do you usually procrastinate when anxious?

I don't scroll too much anymore, but I go to sleep watching novels and series. I'm thinking this is why I'm waking up tired in the morning... do you stay on the phone before going to bed?

I saw a lot of interesting ideas of journaling pages and I'm thinking about starting one. Do you journal? How do you keep your habit?

These days I'm feeling with low energy and sometimes I just wanna do nothing! Just lie down. But still I'm feeling anxious and I don't know if everything is about the anxiety thing or another. Do you feel low energy when anxious? Or with increased energy?