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There are survivors with so many different relationships with their abusers but as a male victim abused by my father and grandfather for almost ten years, I feel like I’m the only boy in the world who experienced male on male in-family CSA. It makes me feel so lonely and clueless and suffocated. I don’t know what to do, so I try to forget it and try to convince myself into thinking that those stuff were not abuse at all and that my father and grandfather are totally innocent, but then I think about everything again. It’s like a spiral.