Maybe…maybe not ?
Hello,
Honestly I don’t even know how to start this as this is all pretty new to me so I’m just going to say it how it comes to my head (I’m sorry for any bad grammar or spelling)
So, I am 20 and recently I have been questioning myself a lot more than I usually do. I have always even as a little kid not completely felt like girl but also have not completely felt like a boy either. I’ve always wanted to be more masculine but love my curves and my shape. Recently I have been leaning more toward the masculine side (wanting facial hair, deeper voice, muscles, and a flatter chest) but I don’t wanna completely get rid of my feminine side(wanna keep my curves, my shape, love my breast on some days, but not others) and it’s all a bit confusing. I’ve also been thinking about going on Testosterone as it would give me my more masculine appearance that I want. I’ve been talking to my friends and she thinks I my might be trans but I am not sure. I am not sure what to do or what is going on with me. Honestly I’m just coming on here to to ask for advice and maybe what helped you figure out if you were non-binary, trans, or anything as I am stuck and it’s really messing with my head. Am I confused ? What is going on helllllp