I woke up from dream within a dream out of spit that my mind was making me dream that
Soooo I was having a nightmare in which I was in my shared a house and friend of another country of one my flatmates was going to sleep in my house without my flatmate there, but it was alright bc he was trust worthy (pls note I know all this people irl, it's distorcion of reality) things go on for a while, but i end up falling asleep in my own dream, and then i wake up with that friend in my bed, a really dark figure asking why does my flatmate doesnt like him back, and he started following me around ready to off me, but i think i offed him first or something (this first nightmare i don't its relevant, bc i don't know if there is any meaning, what comes next its worse)
So i wake up in my own dream, relieved like wow that's over, but then i voice begins narrating that i'm gonna relived that nightmare in a another scenario, and i was like NOOOO truly believing i was trapped in a dream, but in dream of that world i was actually dreaming not real life, if you know what i mean. I felt so betrayed by own head that even if i was not able to move, i started to scream the first thing i remember in my head, a song, A FULL SONG , like really loud, while the man was still narrating, and then i woke up two minytes into the 2 song more or less with my pulse acelerating and was like yeah this wasn't a normal dream.
Because it felt like i fought hard to wake up and at some point my head just gave up on me and let me wake up, now i don't want to go back to sleep bc hell nah im going back there. And if i'm going back, i feel so separate from the me within me, my subsconscious or whatever that i might just curse it out, that if i remember this.
Someone could shed a light on what this could mean, what kinda dream it is, if there is anything i can do ( if it is a bad thing pls don't tell me i don't need more worries in my life) also to be fully transparent i have some sleep paralysis episodes but this was not it.