u/HoneydewSame9489

have very extreme fetishes I've had even since I was quite young and FETI$H. Not kinks. I have urges to genuinely be put in extremely threatening situations for myself at the Same of someone else's sexual pleasure and in the past I have asked a parter to beat me like face and everything and I came from that alone but then it went up to fantasizing about being sexually stalked, blackmailed, and even r4ped..l also get very turned on at the idea of misogyny and going along anyway cos I think I'm supposed to. Once one of my ex boyfriends told me during sex that "id love to take your life you dumb bitch" and it was one of the most arousing moments to me ever.
Before anyone asks, yes i experienced slight sexual assult as a child but not full on nothing to make me like this
Is it just normal but odd fetish or..wrong..