u/Hooligan054

I have been experiencing betrayals and fall outs in my friendships and relationship since 2023 end which is why I feel lonely. I have taken up a new job after almost miserably failing as a leader at my previous job (did get promoted as one) and finding it hard to focus on the new one although it’s my dream company. Im planning on getting married to my now partner in December and although he id great and I love him, I dont feel in love. Im currently feeling numb/negative and unproductive. Any advice on why and how can I focus on the new job and attract success + good friends? Need some confidence boost as well.