I recently started a new job this past September. Moved in with my fiance and I'm grateful that we're able to begin this chapter together. Ever since I moved here, my friends don't make plans with me unless I say it or I'm back home. They don't come here even though I've said that they could. I don't really have friends here and all I have is my fiance. He tries his best, but he keeps saying that I need to do things that I love. I loved seeing my friends on the weekends or after work we would go get dinner. I used to do all my errands with my friends and now, I don't even go out to the store to get my toiletries. I just order them on Amazon because driving is exhausting over here. I know it sounds silly, all of this sounds silly.
I just feel really alone. He says I care too much about what other people are doing but what am I doing? I'm just home. I could go out somewhere, but I don't want to do it alone. I just can't seem to shake off this feeling of loneliness. I try to go back and do the things that I love to do like my hobbies, but I can't. I can't focus on it.
This all sounds stupid but I don't know who to talk to. I probably missed a few things but I'm tired. I'm really tired.