Sad rant of a IIITDMJ CS student....
hello everyone....
its been 2 yrs since i am here, i study cs here...
i havent done anything major here, dont even have a cpi of 7.5, dont have any major achievement, dont have a strong cp n leetcode profile, dont have any strong skill.....
i neither have any partner nor i have friend as a girl...
even losing ability to express my feelings to anyone including friends....
i spent most of my time doomscrolling, watching shitty content(iykyk🌽shit)...now i regret it...
i havent even utilised the holidays properly, i have wasted all the previous vacations, even kinda wasted the first month of this vacation with no proper consistency and schedule followed....
i just feel that i became a failure, all my peers and friends have got way ahead of me in terms of everything....
i dont feel getting enough support from anyone....also no strong financial background btw...
i feel that i lost my thinking ability and hard working ability after jee....
somedays i feel motivated and watch 1-2 videos or solve few problems, but thats never enough...
atlast what i wanna say is i am not able to enjoy life in any way at all....
i m kinda depressed rn(never ever suicidal btw), dont know how can i bring my life back on track...