u/Hopeful-Magician-171

i know in myself that i really want to be a doctor. I'm an jncoming college and matagal nang nasa isip ko ang pagiging doctor. the problem is i doubt the capabilities of my brain if kaya ko ba talaga yon. if kaya ko maging doctor with just a motivation and just the right level of knowledge. i also doubt if makakaya ng body ko ang stress.

i am not doubting myself dreams but i am doubting the capabilities of my body. but now that I know it's not too late to become better and to be ready for med school, I'm wondering lang po if there's anything u can advice to me or anything u can suggest to help myself be more ready. thank youu!

is bsu strict po when it comes to health issues, specifically, hearing impairments? i was just worried po kasi because i can't hear sa isang tenga and it's been years na nung huling napacheck up to and ang sabi, need operahan and need ko ng hearing aid. the problem is we don't have the means and enough resources to do it before and I'm worried na baka irequire ako ng bsu na gawin yon haha. tyia

Problem/Goal: I'm an incoming college and I am so conflicted about my life. I am really in need of an adult's pov and thoughts about this, especially those that are already in med school or those that are alr done with it.

You know the feeling that, you know your dreams and you know what you want to achieve but at the same time, you don't think you can do it or you don't think your dreams are right for you? I always dreamed of becoming a doctor. My plan was to take nursing in college but I quit that plan. At first I thought it's because of the so many rejections I got after I tried applying for public schools (because my family are just not privileged enough to study in private institutions) to study nursing and I thought, it's God's plan. It is His plan to redirect me to something or somewhere else which is BS Biology. So yes, I ended up taking biology as my program in college today, hoping to proceed to medschool later.

But now, idk, I'm so scared. I'm afraid of the possibilities that I wouldn't have the drive to become a doctor anymore when the future comes or I wouldn't have enough resources to continue my study in medschool. The plan was to earn through nursing but since I gave it up, idk what to do with my Biology degree in the future anymore to earn for my medschool. But the very thing that scared me the most was discovering that that path, is not right for me and my abilities. I'm so scared of not finding my place in the field of medicine despite of my passion for it. I'm scared to discover that I have no place in any specializations in the field of medicine. I'm scared to give up my second dream, just like my first dream which is nursing, because of my fears and doubts on everything. haha.