u/Hopeful_Bit_22

I had joint 3 times now, everytime it was like 10 percent of the whole thing (height of a cigarette filter? that's how much I had)

And i had craziest trip, lasted so long. I lost my sense of self, I was like the soul. The consciousness. Felt the body isn't me, I'm just operating it

I felt it. The pure soul. Felt like I attained moksha.

Meanwhile my friend who is also a beginner had 1 full joint and not even close to my high.

I really want things to be this way, I can't imagine what would I do if i had a full one by myself.

I brought ganja with a friend. And both of us decided we'll smoke alone in our own house and will stay on a call.

Anyway, so I did smoke.

After some time of smoking, I'm feeling those buzz. But on higher intensity. I kept going

Then I suddenly felt my legs are numb, i can't feel my legs at all. And I'm having some round and round vision

Like a 360 degree rotatory camera is on my head and I'm having vision of everything rotating

I was scared that something bad is gonna happen

I stopped smoking even though there was good amount of it left. My throat started to be super super dehydrated. It's like choking sensation.

Then the real crazy stuff started to happen, I feel like I'm in dream

I went to fridge and had some water, now it feels as if I never got up. It was a dream. It was like a loop

And I kept going round and round 😭😭

I was scared by then cause my legs are numb and I felt I'll be paralyzed and I'll die, so I called my friend

Begged her to come so she did

I felt like I don't even know her? Wtf

She then told me a story like 6 times and I kept asking "what did you say?"

And and

We talked for about 20 mins and I look at clock it's been 1 minute?

Bro was in my house for 1 hour felt like 6 hours.

I still feel it was a dream

Time was slow, it was constant dream with ringing in my ear, numb leg. I felt I was in 3 time lines and it was time loop. Everything was a dream. The moment I shared few sec ago was a dream and it never happened.

And also delusional thoughts that my friend will kill me?

It's the morning after, even now i don't feel real sometimes.idk what was that