Haven’t used porn in around 90 days, but can’t stop thinking sexually
As the title says, I haven’t masturbated to porn in around 90 days. I HAVE still masturbated occasionally, but it’s a lot less frequent than before I started going porn free. However, I’m noticing that I’m thinking about people or situations sexually a ton. I’m not sure if I just wasn’t aware of it before, but I’m noticing that I will just be doing something, then suddenly be thinking of some kind of sexual situation. I don’t know why it’s happening, but when I consciously try to block it out, it becomes even stronger unless I distract myself with something else (I have ADHD, so this is the only way I found that works), but sometimes even that fails. Sometimes it just lasts a moment, like a minute or two, but sometimes I just start daydreaming/fantasizing for up to like 10 minutes, and I get essentially no work done or I stop doing my hobbies or whatever. It doesn’t just happen when I feel really horny, either. It’s usually just boredom, which I know is a huge obstacle, and sometimes I don’t even get a erection when thinking about this stuff, so I don’t even think it’s MAKING me horny, but it just kinda happens.
Some random further information if it might contribute to anything: I’m 18M and a virgin, so it may still just be some hormonal stuff, idk. I have a lot of different kinks that I imagine about, and I think my more “freaky” side makes the imagining stuff a little more vivid if that makes any sense.
I don’t think sexualizing others or myself this often is a healthy habit, so if anyone else has any experience or insight they can offer, I’d appreciate it.