Everything reminds me of him. Almost everyone I meet has some aspect that makes me think of him. Even the way I speak reminds me of him. Has anyone else experienced this? Is there any way to work on this?
I want to get better. It’s been 4 years of him dropping me and coming back and me dropping him and coming back, I just cant do it anymore. Even when we’re in contact he’s so mean to me and I am just so desperate for his attention. But when we are apart I cry even more because he doesn’t give a fuck that I’m gone. It’s like he doesn’t even remember how close we use to be. I wish he still loved me or even wanted me around just as a friend, but to get better i can’t wait for that anymore. I just hope this time I actually can get over it instead of it just making me sad for months on end. I really miss him.