Hi, this is more of a rant then anything but I‘m so so confused. I haven’t had a period for a year because of anorexia yk. But recently it’s came back I think. The thing is, I’ve been eating less, exercising more, and losing weight. I’m in school and doing track so I get at least 20k every day and because I'm so busy I’ve been eating less too. This has caused a lot more weight loss but somehow my period started to come back last month.
Last month it was just light spotting for 2-3 days which I thought was weird but whatever. Then this month during a track meet, immediately after a race, I had a giant whoosh of blood. I literally thought I pissed myself. However after that, no more blood for 2 days. But now I’ve had heavy heavy bleeding for 2 days and it feels like I’m dying.
This is triggering my ED so fucking much. It feels like I’m not a “true” anorexic. Why is this happeninggggggggg