Am I bi?
I mean exactly what the topic is saying. I'm currently 14 years old. Ever since I was a kid like 9-10 years old since I had unrestricted internet access I was naturally exposed to the lgbtqia+ community. So I was quite open minded and being bisexual just made sense to me. I've questioned many times if I was bi and somehow I always brushed it up thinking I was straight and it was just a friendship crush. But now there's this girl in my class that I might have a real crush on. Now idk if it's cus of the early exposure or me reading/ watching a bunch of queer media but I don't really mind the idea of being in a relationship with a girl. Earlier this year before I had this "crush" I questioned myself and back then I thought it would feel very platonic since I've never really liked/ seen a girl that way tbh I'd even kiss one of my friends on the lips and it'll be very platonic. But nowadays I think I might like this girl a bit more than just platonically. I'm super confused if this is just me being influenced by the queer media I consume or if this is me manipulating myself to believe that I'm bi cus of the early media exposure causing me to be open minded.