as the title says I'm in love with someone who IV uses fentanyl. Sometimes no matter what I do it's not enough. I risk my life and my freedom everyday to try to make sure she is well. If the dope that I get for her is not good enough I am the biggest POS in the world
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I do not use opiates I do however recreationally use ice. I don't say I'm an addict because I don't crave it and will go weeks without doing it, I will quit with some left for days at a time.
I guess I would just like advice or another point of view, is it really her that acts like this or is it the addiction. Because I know a lot of times people in active addiction are more like two people the addict and the real person and a lot of times the addict part takes hold and the real person is buried.