u/Horror_Ad236

Hi 👋
Im not really sure what to put here so ill describe myself a little; i like to hike, play games, color, do origami, and i loveee music. im not good at replying fast but i love to have random convos about literally everything and anything. if you know anything about undertale, you are immediately my favorite human. im also secretly a weird kid at heart btw. but hmu about the most random topic you can think of!! or dont, either way thank you for taking the time to read this and i hope your day is exactly the way you want it to be 🫶

To start, we have been together for 3 and a half years and its been consistent bickering and me feeling misunderstood and unappreciated. i have tried to leave multiple times but he begs me to stay and i get in a mindset of “will anyone ever love me like that” even tho ik im not happy and when it comes down to it, we really aren’t compatible. at the moment i have no car and no where to go. i use his car for work but i really cant wait around any longer to get a car. it seems like every decision has to be his decision even when it comes down to what car i want and get. i feel like the incompatibility makes me hate him which is unfair because its just who he is. theres so much more i could go on about but thats all mostly him not considering me in almost every situation. it seems like he wants life his way and has no room for me. i know what i need to do but im not sure how to do it. i dont wanna be the person who leads someone on but the situation is so messy. this is more or less just a rant but if anyone has been in similar situations can you please just throw in a penny for thought