u/Horror_Check_7793

So my husband and I got married not long ago. Well we’ve been together for a minute and there for a short period we split. He was constantly accusing me of cheating and starting fights so I walked away we were engaged at the time. And we stayed split for a short period of time and we got back together and proceeded to get married. I found out almost 2 months ago that he’d been cheating on me before we broke up. I decided to stay and try to work it out. Context I’m over 5 hours away from my home and have no one. And I don’t drive and atm I’m not working. I’m constantly having a struggle with accepting that he’s now being faithful. I have found no evidence stating otherwise but I’m at a loss on trying to get over this I feel as if I’m over reacting. Ive yet to meet a man who hasn’t cheated. That includes family so I’m guessing it’s just normal. I personally don’t see how you could want to step out on someone you “love”. I literally have no friends or family when I broke down after finding out he literally held me while I cried OVER HIM. I know thats pathetic. I’ve had a history of bad mental health and this made it so much worse. And the sad part is I don’t blame him they were so much prettier.