advice, please? what’s beginner friendly.
tbh i'm kind of a scaredy cat and although i'm in my early 20s im not really apart of the party or night life scene. the most i've done is weed, and a lot of it lol. i've been curious about Isd but i'm a very anxious person with bpd and ocd and im concerned about having a bad trip. knowing me and my luck, that's likely. even with alcohol im terrified of being drunk and not being in full control. lately though, ive been wanting to expand my options and have decided on a couple drugs i'm curious to try. whichhh are coke and ecstasy. but im truly asking because does anyone have advice? or any other recommendations? what are some of the things you've experienced good and bad? i'm happy to hear anything and everything! :)
also i feel like it's important to mention that i take sertraline, and a pretty high dose at that.