u/Horror_Pants

So I’ve been bedrotting for the past 12hrs. It feels so horrible to be me right now. I was finally able to get out of bed

I was feeling so much apathy, fear, shame, self hatred, etc I was supposed to be doing work but couldn’t get myself up to do it

Now i’ll have to pull an all nighter to do it

It just feels so horrible being me right now. I don’t want to be me. But i can’t escape being me or this life

Just came here to express this

Thanks for reading