my face is asymmetrical and I hate it, people say I look sad from one side
one side of my face is smaller, and droopier than the other, one of my eyes is also lower, and shaped differently, this makes my resting expression look very sad from one side. I’ve had people ask me if I’m okay on several occasions when they catch a glimpse from this side. I’ve also spent years arguing with my mom over it, she would tell me she can’t notice my eyes being uneven and I’d accuse her of lying. I have no one else I feel comfortable with asking about it. I can’t really see this in a normal mirror but I see it in every photo and I’ve made a true mirror to see my reflection flipped, and it is definitely very noticeable, not just my eye but that one side is more attractive than the other and I see exactly why people think I look sad from the one side. I know “everyone is asymmetrical” but I feel like it’s exceptionally bad. I feel like I have no control over my face and i feel like I’m off-putting by just existing. this makes me very depressed, borderline suicidal even. family will tell me i’m pretty but I have no experience being with men or putting myself out there to know how attractive I am. I can hide it in pics I take of myself and there’s men I’ve talked to online that i’ve wanted to meet but i’m too ashamed and afraid of their perception of me. I feel hopeless like I will never find love and like I need surgery to even start. I just want to feel like I look normal.