Having anxiety on exploring my sexualtiy and kinda need some advice.
I 23f recently, broke up with my boyfriend of four ish years (it was 3 years and more than a half) and have been single for a month. Which had me thinking about exploring my sexuality a bit more, as I wasn't able to explore it since I was nineteen when I first met him. However, i'm having these thoughts about my sexuality. I'm kind of having anxiety as to joining queer events or spaces. I'm scared that I won't be accepted or I'll be very awkward around others. As I am unexperienced in dating women (Other than a 1 week online relationship with a girl when i was 17 lol), I dont want to put that onto someone else almost like they're responsible for my first experience emotionally and/or sexually. I've always had mainly straight friends and im worried that i just wont fit in. I just want to know how to explore it without feeling like i'm going to burden others with the lack of experience that I have.
Btw I am not thinking about dating right now but would like to in the future. Just doing some overthinking.